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Name: Jen
Location: Wichita, Kansas, United States
Birthday: 12/3/1982
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Friday, April 28, 2006

WOW

It's amazing how your life can turn around in and instant.  And sometimes I forget how when you life is in bad times, it's not going to last for ever.  I know that things were really low lately but i fourgot to try to stay positive and look forward to the good things. 

A couple days ago i got a call for the new york agencey "Mark Simon" asking me to come up and audition for Pippin, being directed by Gaberial Barre, of all people.  I am so happy and excited to go and all that jazz. WSU is helping my with 1/2 of my plane ticket. Ya! and I know that this is a big chance that i will even get in this show but I am still hoping.  PLEASE LET ME IN PLEASE.  sorry i will try to control my self. and i could go on forever but i have to go to Best of Broadway rehersal wich opens this Sat. and i fly out on Sun.  wow ok untill later


Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Currently Listening
All By Myself
By Shirley Bassey
All By Myself
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WHATS GOING ON

I am so confused, and sad, and scared, and hurt, and frustrated, and ......  For one of the first times in my life I feel alone.  Really.  I don't understand whats going on.  This best of Broadway thing is stressing me out so much.  I just want to perform! I Just Want To Peform!  I JUST WANT TO PERFORM!  I graduate in may.  In less than a month and this is my final performance.  FINAL performance at WSU. This is the one time i know i am going to be in a show for a while untill i starte going out into the real world and auditioning like crazy, and i feel like  I am doing nothing in this show.  I know people say that this show isn't a big deal or they just want to get it over with, but it does mean something to me.  I mean i haven't even been in a WSU production my entire senior year untill now and now i have a few solo lines at the beginning of Wild Pary.
    I don't want to sound selfish (which i sure iam sounding right now)  but come on.  I though that me Leah and Katie were going to do Steam Heat and Hear my song.  but last night Marie said to pick only one, because the show was getting too long.
    I wasn't here when everyone who was in directing and scene study got to audition for there scenes so that means i am out. ??????WTF?????
    I just want to leave WSU.  I feel like I am looseing faith and caring for everything.  WHY DOES NOBODY CARE!
   
On another topic, i didn't get into MTW. 
 

out


Friday, March 24, 2006

I have all these thoughts in my head so I need to get them all out

Ok so I have and audition for KC starlight tomorrow, and I am somewhat nervous.  I am singing "One Fine Day" which I went through (for the first time) with Linda on Thursday. 

Next thought- Dames at Sea's opening night was last night, and like the three times before I had to change the choreography in my wall street number,OPENING NIGHT!  how nerve racking is that!  I only messed up once (thank god)  I am not a miracle worker folks.   The show did go better that expected and the reviewer was there. I have never felt this way about a show before.  Honestly I didn't think we were ever ready to open the show. but we did and the review in the paper was amazing.  It said and I quote:

"Stealing the show is Wichita State senior Jen Bechter, who plays brassy Broadway diva Mona as overly dramatic and overly glamorous - like Jessica Rabbit. She uses her cantilevered bosom to sexy, comic effect that stops the show.  And, boy, can Bechter ever belt out her ballads, particularly "That Mister Man of Mine."

How fantastic can that make a person feel!

Next- I am still on the list of MTW.  I wish they would just call and say I am out or in.  This waiting around and checking the list is torture.

Next-  I miss my girls.  They are in NY right now and I wish I was with them soooooooooooooo much.  I know we are busy people but sometimes you have to step back  and look and appreciate what you got, and how blessed you are that these people are in your life. 

Ok that's all for now

Caio


Wednesday, March 08, 2006

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Dames at Sea
By Cast-Original
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